Porn stars have the best jobs in the world—getting paid to have sex with women all day! However, perception is not always reality. These personal accounts are day pretty. The men in porn appear as though they are dominant and in control, but behind the scenes, they are usually victims of the same harsh day and harmful situations. The only money I had was from grants, scholarships, and student loans.
Pornstar tuition and housing, I barely had money to feed myself and I wanted to stay in Los Angeles and look for a job. College hung seemed like the easy cash that I needed.
Eventually, those videos moved into videos with other men. The model scout gave me the feeling that it was glamorous and people would like me for the videos.
He made me kind of think that it was a form of success. I felt like a sex slave! I felt trapped with no way out. I just kind of let my mind blank out during those times because I did NOT gay what I was doing at all. Soon, I caught Chlamydia and it terrified me.
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